I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
Every time I hear that song from Maroon 5, I feel a slight sting on my heart because it just hasn’t happened yet for me. And with Valentine’s Day happening this week, it just gets harder. I try very hard to be comfortable with God’s plan for my life and not to question His timing but I’m lonely.
There, I said it. I’m lonely.
And never mind, I keep making excuses for not putting myself out there . And it certainly doesn’t help things that I live with my mother at the age of 32. Oh and we have two cats plus 3 dogs.
I’m just being honest.
According to the stigmas of society, I might as wear a stamp on my forehead of being undatable.
Sure, I could move out but with everything that has hit our family, I can’t leave my mom right now. It would kill her.
I just want someone to love me, who isn’t my family or my kids or my friends.
Yes, I know God always loves me and that should be enough.
It just doesn’t feel like enough, at least this week.